Yesterday, the final phase of active cancer treatment ended with my last radiation appointment. It was supposed to be on January 3, but selected cancer patients were asked to come in on the December 27 statutory holiday so that their last radiation treatment could conclude before the end of the year.
I can now say that the active part of my cancer treatment, which started last February is over. Today marks the first time in over five months that I won’t have some form of daily treatment.
The passive treatment that remains is minor in comparison to what I’ve been through with surgery, celllulitis, chemo, blood thinners and boosters, a malfunctioning chemo port, fever infections and thrush, and radiation. Taking a daily cancer fighting medication starting on the 2nd will be the simplest part of my cancer treatment.
In the next few months, I will undergo periodic tests and scans to monitor treatment efficacy and to rule out other potential cancer concerns that were identified in a CT scan from last summer. I will also have periodic medical check-ups with various doctors throughout the next year and thereafter, to closely monitor my body for potential cancer recurrence. I am hopeful that in the next few months, I will be declared cancer free and in remission.
In reflecting on 2010, I am inclined to say it was a year that I would like to forget. Unfortunately, it will be one that I will remember for the rest of my life. As with all life-changing experiences, this last year dealt out good and bad moments. In the end, what I have been left with the gift of a second life.
On the eve of 2011, I am happy to start the New Year with a fresh start that does not include living in the world of aggressive cancer treatments. Tomorrow, I will renew my membership at the local Y. I am looking forward to developing a new daily exercise routine that includes rebuilding and strengthening my body to recover from the treatments, and to help prevent a cancer recurrence. In February, I will be able to return to the pool once my skin has healed.
More than anything, I look forward to returning to a “modified” new normal life once again. Spending more quality time with family and friends who have become more precious to me because of my cancer diagnosis will also be a priority.
To all those who have journeyed with me this past year, thank you for “being there”. May you be abundantly blessed with the gifts of love, life, health, friendship, and prosperity in 2011.
Next year is a new beginning for me. I will mark its beginning with Strength, Courage, and Determination.